Episode 3 · Purpose

How do I find purpose in life?

“Losing his father at 17 led Jonathan Lee to leave faith and family behind and chase success in Nashville — only to find that achievement without God still left him empty. Through brokenness and a ‘coming home’ moment, he reframes purpose as obedience: letting your story point to Jesus’ story.”

Session type: Song Devotion  ·  Guest: Jonathan Lee  ·  Length: ~43:19

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Episode overview

Purpose isn’t a destination, but a daily surrender

When Jonathan’s father passed away during his senior year of high school, it disrupted his faith and direction. The beliefs he grew up with no longer felt solid, and his relationship with God became distant. Like many people facing loss and confusion, he chose to move forward on his own terms.

He focused on music and pursued songwriting and entertainment in Nashville, where he experienced professional success and recognition. He followed what appeared to be progress by the world’s standards, but internally, he struggled with a growing sense of emptiness. During this period, alcohol became a coping mechanism, and despite outward momentum, he kept wrestling with whether the life he was building was truly fulfilling.

When COVID paused live music and touring, the constant pace of activity stopped. With fewer distractions, Jonathan had space to reflect on where his life was headed. It became clear that success without spiritual grounding had not provided the fulfillment he expected, and this season forced him to confront his deeper need for God.

Reaching that point meant acknowledging that he did not have all the answers. When his lease in Nashville ended, Jonathan decided to move home — a physical transition that was also a spiritual one, marking a renewed commitment to his faith and a shift toward using his gifts with a different purpose.

In this session, Jonathan reframes the question, “How do I find purpose in life?” He suggests that purpose is found not through recognition, distraction, or self-driven success, but through reflection, surrender, and aligning one’s life with a greater purpose — an ongoing choice to live with intention and obedience, allowing God to redefine what success looks like over time.

Story behind the song

Jonathan began writing songs during a difficult period in his life. At 17, shortly after his father was diagnosed with brain cancer, he wrote his first song, “Time Flies,” reflecting on how quickly life can change. He later shared that he played the song in his music room without realizing his father was listening from the kitchen — and afterward discovered how deeply it had moved him, shaping how Jonathan viewed songwriting from then on.

He also explains how personal details became part of “Heaven’s Lucky to Have You” — a red bird as a family symbol of remembrance, a sunflower tied to a co-writer’s mother, a lighthouse connected to another co-writer’s family. Those details grounded the song in real experience, and Jonathan notes that when songwriting comes from honest, personal places, listeners are able to relate to it in their own way.

He reflects on how his career changed after returning home, reengaging with church, and placing his faith at the center of his life. Opportunities and growth followed, but he emphasizes that purpose is not defined by reach or recognition alone. For him, purpose means using the abilities he has been given in a way that points beyond himself, toward Jesus.

Notes & reflection

  • Where in my life am I currently chasing success instead of purpose?
  • What losses, disappointments, or unanswered questions have shaped how I view God right now?
  • What distractions do I most often use to avoid sitting with my deeper questions about meaning and direction?
  • When have I felt the most empty, even when things looked “successful” on the outside?
  • If I’m honest, what am I afraid I might have to lay down in order to live with deeper purpose?

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